Intended for awesome

My brain cells rubbing
Growing up, where do I go?
Intent submitted

Manned up and made that decision. Wrote up my letter of intent for that mgmt program. Boss lady was like "if it were up to me, you'd already be in". Apparently there are those up in the mother ship that need to review and decide. Supposedly the competition gets creamed in my wake but protocol still needs to be followed. Ill hold my breath until I hear I guess but I have a really good feeling about it. I asked about the possibility of relocation (as indicated in my research about the prog) but boss lady is like we're not letting you go. So at least it looks as though I would stay in the denver metro area. I like it here. Don't wanna leave anytime soon.

Things have changed with my friend. We've been spending a lot more time together. Its nice. Staying in and cooking together instead of going out and getting krunk. And we're open about a lot more stuff. However this does not mean that we won't go out and get krunk but now the levels have slightly changed. For the better?

Its been so long since I've been with anyone but I feel like I can totally just be myself. I mean I always feel like myself, who else am I going to feel like? That's what's good about being artificially selective: I know me already so there's no question of who I am and what I want. Actually I don't know what I want but that's what's awesome. Doing everything and figuring it out. But I do know who I am so everything else will fall in place. And if it doesn't, it doesn't. I make my own destiny.

Its halloween. Stay safe trickortreaters!